The day I met depression head on!
The day my specialist nurse said to me “Tara I think you are suffering with depression you need to go and see your doctor” my world began to spin and I thought it would never stop.
I knew I was depressed but couldn't admit to it!
You see in the back of my mind I knew I was depressed because I was in chronic pain from the psoriatic arthritis and the two failed back surgeries. And things that were happening day to day were just adding to the swirling mess that was my emotions.
Crying for no reason became part of my daily routine!
I could cry without reason and no matter how hard I tired I could not get my business to work. I spent hour upon hour doing everything I was told to do. Every bit of advice I took made sense so I followed it. Yet still the money was not coming in others were making money so why couldn’t I do it.
The Orlando regional was brilliant and I made some amazing friends there!
That made me more depressed. I went to a regional event in Orlando it was my first event. Amazing things happened to me there and I felt as though in those three days my depression had vanished and when I landed back at home everyone else could see the difference in me. But I was back into my routine of trying to make things happen and working my business in the same way going over the same things and making the same mistakes and within two weeks I was right back where I started.
These two beautiful ladies are two of our most respected leaders in the business!!!!!
Two weeks back in my normal routine and I was as low as ever!
The doctor increased my medication. I had therapy and counselling. I attended every type of course or training offered to try to get better. Nothing worked. I just kept falling deeper and deeper into the abyss. Now many of you who have suffered from depression or are still suffering from depression will know that it can get REALLY bad. I wouldn’t get out of bed because I couldn’t face another day. I didn’t want to talk to my friends because they reminded me of my failures. I didn’t go near my business because I knew I couldn’t succeed.
I believe in fate and this email was definitely meant to find me!
Then one day I was going through my emails which is pretty much all I did for weeks on end and I came across something that I now consider to be my salvation and my business partner. It is so powerful that it has motivated me into moving my business to the next level and I now have absolute certainty that I am going to succeed with this business and become the disabled entrepreneur I always wanted to be.
This is me. What you see is what you get!!!!
Why do I want to be a disabled entrepreneur you may ask? Well I want to help people who have been through or are going through any kind of illness or condition that leaves them in chronic pain or suffering with depression and I want to show them and you that there is a better way to live and that despite the pain we can be happy and successful. My goal is to help you achieve your ultimate success. As I achieve each one of my goals I want to help you to achieve each one of yours.
Everyone deserves happiness!
The most important thing is I have the experience having been through it myself and I have the vehicle to take you from where you are now to where you want to be and I can get you on the right path starting today for less than it cost you to eat lunch. Can you make your future brighter and get rid of depression, anxiety, stress at the same time? Because I can show you how to lose all of those feelings and start a business that will empower you and amaze you.
Decide to change your future today! Decide to join me the disabled entrepreneur on our road to freedom!